so yesterday  sometime between coming home from work and 8:30 when i was leaving the house for the elf power show, someone  stole the front tire to my new (to me) really nice bike.


yeah where-ever you are FUCK YOU!!!!!!

that was the only graduation present i received and i was SO happy about it.
obviously i can't afford an equally nice replacement tire right now, which is okay i suppose because i went to ryan's to get my old beater back and after a quick refill of the tires, the rear one proceeded to blow after moving about three feet. so i took off the front tire, walked from there to here and now i'm going to see if it'll work with my new bike (probably not).

yeah, so i managed to go from two functioning bikes to zero in less than 24 hours. boo
at least the beater will be easy to fix (just a new tube)

long lists of other complaints.
 if you don't like it, don't click .
i just needed to whine
also I feel this way a lot:

daniele will not be available wednesday-friday in a last-ditch attempt to save her failing academic career.






i lost my wallet today at work.
this week has not been shaping up as i would have hoped.

it is NOT okay to grope my cart OR my cans and bottles without asking!!!
when i walk by with a huge cart of cans and bottles, it is because i am paid to collect them and expected to bring them back to my shop. oh! and don't ask where i work, so you can follow me there like a creep.
i know it's for a good cause. society has fucked you over. you need money, but what till i'm stopped and ask nicely. pushing my cart around is kind of like driving in that the car/cart sort of becomes an extension of one's body and it's really violating, not to mention annoying, when you try to grab at it when i'm walking.
sorry i'm defensive and this is a bitchy post but sometimes one has to assert themself in order to feel comfortable and adjust.

on a sidenote: it's really beautiful out and i'm loving it

that's me.

i had a busy and wet friday that led straight into parent weekend for me.
i felt obligated to spend all weekend with my mom. not that i don't love her but i really needed that time this weekend to rest and do homework. oh but family style thai was fun! thanks kids
then HAD to clean house and read tons after i got home from taking her to the airport at 10pm, oof!
woke up early. more reading. work where i had to tons of model building for my green design class to do. then class from 3:30-9pm. at the comp lab now printing more reading which needs to be done for class tomorrow which will be followed by more work which has been heavy lately since students are back and we only have half the amount of workers we're supposed too. boo.

i haven't had five minutes to relax.
so so so tired. too too too much to do.

really wish i had a few days to just stay home lay in bed, cook, read, and ride around a bit if i felt motivated. oh and to top it all off i didn't ride this morning since i was snowing pretty hard near me so i don't even have endorphins or the cool air across my face to pick me up

i am sick and starting to become sad, but mainly i'm just sick.

things to do:
1) get better
2) make dinner
3) SORT LIFE OUT!!!

if any lovely person out there would like to come over to my place and be my company while i recover, i would love you forever. esp if you brought over a good movie or some good tv.
any takers?
 
yeah that's what i thought.
it's times like these summer of autonomy 07' sux

i'm sick of this job.
i do nothing and feel worthless, and then because i'm doing nothing my boss and people think its alright to bark orders at me and treat me like some spoiled servant
hey guys, you aren't doing shit either


plus, i think it maybe time to get serious about trying jobs and stuff that i'm going to want to pursue after i graduate
idealist here i come!

i'm changing everything else in my life right now, why not my place of employment?

dear friends:
be more religious so when my culture through food professor assign project that require me to attend a traditional passover or easter dinner i could have some options.
much appreciated
daniele



ps. just in case any of you are planning on attending one of the aforementioned events, please, please, please bring me along

pick me up, buttercup
just to let me down



i come home excited to watch a new episode of veronica mars
and what appears upon my screen? A RERUN!!!!!

and i learn furthermore that
THERE WILL BE NO MORE NEW EPISODES TILL THE NEW YEAR
this is not okay